Hurting in Silence

Emotions are kept hidden,
but not in the eyes,
I've never truly looked,
happy.

My parents are in denial,
I am in denial,
I wonder what's wrong.
Why do we play happy family?

I don't know how to stop pretending
I don't know what's right from wrong.
Lies, truths, they're all words.
Pitiful, meaningless words.

Everything has lost its meaning.
I hate who I am.
I hate that I don't believe.
I hate that I'm living this way.